I RAN OUT OF IDEA TO WRITE . I KEPT WRITE AND ERASE IT AND WRITE AND ERASE IT .

Sincerely , 

Me .

ONE OF THE THINGS THAT HURT THE MOST IS FRIENDSHIP BROKE WITH SILENCE .

MAYBE I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL .

AT LEAST SOME OF THEM DID CARE .

WE'RE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOGETHER ' FRIEND ' . WE'RE NOT SITTING BESIDE EACH OTHER ' FRIEND ' . YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND . BUT EVERYTHING CHANGE NOW . THEY DON'T EXIST . THEY WENT FOR A WALK , GOT LOST , FOUND A BETTER PLACE , FORGET .

EITHER WAY , I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL . BEING LEFT ALONE ISN'T SO BAD . WE'RE ALWAYS ALONE ANYWAY .

I'M SORRY .

FRIENDS DOESN'T EXIST .

I'M SORRY . I'M SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . SORRY . . . . 

Sincerely ,

Maryam .

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG BUT I LOSE MY FRIENDS . 

I'M SORRY . 

I'M SORRY , I DON'T THINK FRIENDSHIP THAT LAST FOREVER EXIST . EVERYONE IS SELFISH . EVERYTHING CHANGE AND THEY FORGET . 

IT HURT SO BAD .

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND THANK YOU .

- I'm hurt . It's fine to be alone . I won't say anything .

Sincerely ,

Maryam

I found something interesting :'>

Shinee - Noona , Your So Pretty / Replay

- Maybe she's uncomfortable with my younger age -

Younger boys who fall in love with a ' noona ' - the girl is older than them . That's cute :'>

With smile ,

Maryam

Fine . Hanis , terima kasih banyak banyak . Macam pelik jer tapi terima kasih lahh ye ~ 

Sebab berjalan jalan dengan aku sampai dapat tengok orang itu :'> Comel sangat ~ 

Ohh , dan tumpangkan pergi dan balik pegi iftar dekat space U8 . Hari bahagia kau kan :'> dapat makan semeja dengan suami kau yang berbaju melayu hitam lagi kacak bergaya . Mesti kau sedih kan tak dapat bergambar berdua dengan dia tapi tak apa , 

mana tahu ada jodoh boleh lahh korang berposing sweet atas pelamin :'> 

Sama sama , aku tahu aku kawan yang baik XD

HAHAHAHA . Okay , bye byee .

With smile ,

Maryam